longing for a new year.

Wait, how long will you wait here?
Your life longs for a new year,
Your healing must begin somewhere.

January 1st, 2009, and I already have one resolution done. We'll see how it goes.

1) Focus enough on school to get at least B-'s in everything, so my parents don't disown me.
2) Start caring about my future more.
3) Either let go and forget once and for all, or just say it.

I'm always saying how I'm scared to grow up and stuff. I don't want to leave my friends and go to college. But then again, I am so sick of living at home. I'm about ready to kill. I know no one really cares, so what's the point of sticking around?