don't you see me crying?

Walking up the hill tonight,
When you have closed your eyes.
I wish I didn't have to make
All those mistakes and be wise.
Please try to be patient,
And know that I'm still learning.
I'm sorry that you have to see
The strength inside me burning.

Where are you, my angel, now?
Don't you see me crying?
And I know that you can't do it all,
But you can't say I'm not trying.

Another day, another broken heart, another tear.
This time, I'm the one to blame.
This time, I realized I'm beyond helping.

I don't need anyone, because if I feel like I do, I'll end up regretting it.

I'm not ready for any of this.
I'll never be.